I am deeply emotional. I love and hurt very deeply. I have always known that about me, but what I realised recently is that I ache to feel strong emotions like a drug addict. I am intentionally seeking it. Always. The past couple of years, I have been trying to fill this void by seeking […]
my feet feel the wetness of fallen leaves. my back stings, scratched from tree bark. my arms are stretched sideways, in tengu, my head turned slightly upwards, I inhale deeply. and feel my chest tighten. I feel cool breeze grazing my skin, but, only in places where your body is not touching mine. you against […]
I inhale deeply through my mouth and feel the hardness of the floor pressing against my shoulder blades and my chest feels tight. My arms are behind my back. I am on the floor with my legs spread wide open, knees bent, feet on the ground. Bound. Standing between my legs is you. I don’t […]
For the first time I learnt how it is to feel non-existent. I had to meet my bestfriend and his gang for lunch. I was reluctant because I had never hung out them a lot, but I agreed to go as I had always thrown a fit about that. “Why do you never call me […]
Abyss. My heart wondered its depth. How long will I be stranded here in this deep dark well of nothingness. This land where I’m lost is a loop, there are days when I’m perfectly alright and I can almost see rays of sunlight. I climb my way up, higher and higher, I’m almost there, I […]
I’m screaming. But there is no sound, there is nothing heard because my mouth is sealed shut. I always have a gazillion things to talk about, but when it comes to you, I can’t think of a single thing to say because I have too much left unsaid. My thoughts are piling up, they are […]
He leaned down and whispered something in her ear which made her eyes widened with delight, she blushed. I smiled. From the past 20 minutes I was blatantly staring at a young couple sitting at the table across from ours because every act of theirs reminded me of a certain 17 year old girl who […]
Blank. I blinked and rubbed my sweaty palms against my jeans to give it another try, I looked up and channeled my mind towards her trying to get anything, a vibe, a feeling, a reaction anything which will give me an insight to her inner self and couldn’t find a single clue. I felt like […]
He saw beauty in unusual places and unexpected things. I stared at him as he was gazing at something ahead of us, as he continued scrutinizing the sight he obviously found so interesting his eyebrows pinched together, right before his eyes widened a little and his lips parted slightly. I turned front to find out […]
“And I will have the blueberry cheesecake please.” I beamed at the waiter. As soon as I entered the café one of the first things I noticed was the cheesecake gleaming, filled with cream, blueberry sauce and tiny blueberries on top of it. I had instantly made up my mind to taste that scrumptious desert […]